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all my life i've prayed for someone like you<3

Mar. 10th, 2008 | 10:52 pm
mood: happyhappy
music: cody singing to me =]

wow i haven't updated in it feels like forever. i've been so busy with my intro to ele ed project & done at my mom's house & i just now got back. time's going by so fast! i'm actually over at my boyfriend's house now on my laptop & he's singing to me =] i love it when he sings to me. he's so adorable. i seriously don't know what i'd do without him, because i pretty much am attached a lot more than i ever thought i would be. he's like my other half, & i wouldn't be whole without him. i found this quote & it describes how i feel..

"You give me a feeling I can barely describe. You make me look forward to tomorrow, love today, and never want to forget yesterday. You're the smile on my face when I go to sleep and as soon as I wake up. You know just what buttons to push and exactly which ones to unpush. You have a way with my heart. You're the perfect combination of all my favorite things. You're the reason I am up till 4 in the morning. You make everything seem so safe and alright. You make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world all because you say how lucky you feel to have me. You make love seem so easy to fall into. You make me believe in happy endings and fairytales coming true. You hold the key to my heart. Your voice is the one thing that never fails to put a smile on my face and butterflies in my stomach. You're the reason I day dream more than anything. You're my favorite subject to talk about. You're the one I want to talk to at any given moment. To me, you are all that and so much more. You're perfect."

i put it in my info to him on aim because it's how i feel <3

i feel like one of those stupid obsessive weird 8th/9th grade girls that's like all i love you i'd die without you let's get married. that's just stupid & sick though. i'd hate to come off that way! so don't think i'm like that at all. i really am in love. i mean, & i was engaged before & i thought i knew what love was. but then i met him, & everything changed. even how i viewed love changed. yes we might fight, and yes we piss each other off at times, but honestly, he's like the best thing that's come into my life in a long time, & possibly ever, even my closest friends notice how much happier i am, and how good i look, and like.. that i did a complete 180 from what i was before. all in all.. i'd say life is sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet with him =]

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you make me smile, please stay for awhile.

Feb. 27th, 2008 | 01:33 am
mood: happyhappy
music: i don't wanna miss a thing-aerosmith

don't you just love it when you've heard of a song or an artist & like you listen to all of their songs & stuff then they come out on the radio after the fact & like everyone loves them, then when you put a song of theirs in your aim info, people go "i already had that in there like forever ago you don't even know what it is" or they go "i loooooooooooove that song &/or that artist! they are like my favorite ever", & you ask them like, "oh wow really? well did you ever hear this song and this one and this one and this one?" or you say "excuse me, but i've liked them or it for awhile now, and i've also liked this song and this song?" & then they try to make it seem like they know what they're talking about, but like they just make an ass out of themselves? well that's how i feel about colbie caillat. i liked her song, bubbly before anyone even heard it, like back in the beginning of august when it was on mtv in the morning one morning, and then i downloaded it and like all of her other songs and listened to them & even made a cd. i think it's sooooo funny when i see stuff in other people's infos or when they talk about how much they love her when they only know one song. sorry i just felt like ranting that off.

but anyways, life is still peachy keen =]=]=] my puppy got fixed today =[ poor princess =[=[ but she's actually recovering really well =] but i think it's just cause my boyfriend came to see her & she's like inlove with him. hahahahaha <3 but then again; how could she not be?! like mother like daughter <3

oh & by the way, he's still amazing & wonderful, & we're going on like 5 months on thursday =] like 7 i think altogether, but since the day we made it official it's only been 5. but i don't care, i could have been with him for 5 days or 5 years and still feel the same about him. no one has touched my heart so deeply. it's weird because i honestly thought i knew what love was & i honestly believed i had it, until i met cody. then i seriously got a huge wake up call, & realized i was wrong. love is probably the best thing in the world, & i'm truely blessed to have it <3 & to be in it. especially because of the person i have it with <3

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purse party! =]

Feb. 24th, 2008 | 03:30 pm
mood: excitedexcited
music: wanna be startin' something by akon!! =]

so i was already bundled up ready to run to cody's house the other night, when he called me & said that his sister was gonna take the truck out & come get me & pizza hahahaha. so i got to go anyways =] & we had such a fun night! actually we had a very fun weekend together =] today is purse party day! =]=]=]=] i'm suuuuuuuuuper excited because purses are like my addiction! =o gotta go & get ready! =]

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i must be crazy.. but crazy inlove =]

Feb. 22nd, 2008 | 06:14 pm
mood: lovedloved
music: the movie where the heart is

so i must be crazy, but even though i was realllly sick last night, i'm going to brave the snow storm & run to cody's house.. why? cause i looooooooe him <3 & i'd do anything to be with him.

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Feb. 22nd, 2008 | 01:08 pm
mood: sicksick
music: nothing, i'm watching a movie.

so i had an awesome day with the girl's yesterday! i got soo many cute/crazzzy things =] i looove sales! =] & we had some crazzy stuff happen to us, but that's all =x hush hush. anyways, i went to cody's afterwards & i got sick =[ i almost threw up, my head was pounding, it was terrible. =[ so i stayed home from college today. blahhh. cody had off school cause of the snow storm that's going on today, so i stayed at his place & he made me feel a lot better. then again i couldn't leave if i wanted to because i couldn't get even sit up without wanting to puke. luckily i didn't. but i just got home awhile ago, & now i'm watching anywhere but here with natalie portman & susan surrandon?! i don't know how to spell it. it's snowing like a bitch outside.. great. i just want summer to come. i'm getting very depressed in this winter weather...

but my boyfriend makes me very happy =]

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perfection =]

Feb. 21st, 2008 | 07:06 am
mood: excitedexcited
music: some gay little kid's show on tv is singing.. hahahaha

i feel like being all cutsie & writing in pink <3 =] mainly cause this one's about my boyfriend hahaha! i pretty much feel like the luckiest person ever. i have a boyfriend who's gorrrrgeous, with the hottest smile & sexiest big green eyes, with the funniest personality, who can make anyone laugh just by being his silly self, & who loves me for me =] i honestly don't know what the hell i saw in anyone else before him.. cause they don't compare. sure he can be a dick, but what guy can't? oh yeah.. maybe those crazy stalker ex-boyfriend/fiance's who like pine over you & declare their love for you still even when you've been over it since like march & finally found someone new in august & broke up but they still want you. yeah, they're not dicks, just CRAZY! luckily though, my crazy is in bum-fucked egypt.. literally. anyways, my boyfriend pretty much rocks my world. he's the cheese to my macaroni, the peanut butter to my jelly, the salt to my pepper, the ketchup to my mustard <3 he's definitely the best boyfriend i could ever ask for, & i really do feel lucky.. but that could also be because he's an irishman =] hahahahaha! ugh... gotta go get dressed for my physics lab. SHOOT ME NOW!! =[

but then i get to go tanning, get my friend stephy, get ready, get my other two friends miss jenn & tiffany, then have a giiirl's day! =]
soooooooooooo excited! will post about it later =]

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Feb. 20th, 2008 | 03:02 pm
mood: sleepysleepy
music: talking out the side of ya neck

so it's pretty much been FOREVER since i had a livejournal, but i think i need one again. i need a place to write down my thoughts, & just to express myself. i'm not new to this but i feel new because it's been like 4 years since i've been on here. so i need friends =] hahahaha. life is wonderful though! i really couldn't be happier. except for maybe if i was taller! =p but my friends are wonderful, college is 10 times better than high school, & i have the best boyfriend a girl could ask for. <3

add me! =] i'd love to make friends =]

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